Crack

Crack.
Scream.
Chuckle.
An endless
monolouge,
it fills me,
makes me cringe,
shed saline tears
and blood.
I can't stand,
barely breathe,
not dead,
hardly alive.
Pitiful existence,
rather die,
not live.
Razor's pulled,
blood falls,
eyes close,
still alive,
Fuck.